Villespunkbitch's Journals

supporting 'emo'

Read this and understand the pain others go through...

read this and understand the pain others go through..

Please Read

So sad what other people think and say about us... why do they do this to us?

so true

HATE EMO??? READ THIS!!

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely covers anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks & goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS???

Keep on laughing

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends?
or her family?
or her LIFE?

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON NON-UNIFORM DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES!

IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT!

IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET!

IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS!

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE!

IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS!

Keep on laughing

If you agree put this on your journal

And advise others to do so

(I Did not write this, I support everything it says, if you do too then post this)

songs volume 2!

DARK LOVE

Your welcome touch dark as night

creeps into my heart

burning my soul from the inside out,

your kisses of flame and touches of ice

leave me on fire in a frozen shell of life

kissing me, killing me, my heart keeps burning for you

the deep black abyss of eternity calls

for my life to submit to this dark love

the warmth wraps around me as certain as death at the end of our time

the phantom arms of love and death embraced

hold me and free my mind

CHORUS

look at my life and count the mistakes

giving in, letting go, to keep my broken heart safe

you're my poison, my cure and i stand confused

to live, to die, all i need now is you

CHORUS

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INSANITY

Faces, names in your head or are they really there?

too confused to focus, kneeling down to pray

begging for forgiveness refused by those above

and they refused our love

insanity envelops your soul

dragging it down to places unknown

you seem to stop but the world still spins

too fast, won't stop and your mind just screams

Nights seep into days, it's all the same

the frozen corpse of your life denied

keep on fighting as your eyes bleed tears of this hell you're in

and your mind starts to die

insanity envelops your soul

dragging it down to places unknown

you seem to stop but the world still spins

too fast, won't stop and your mind just screams

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LOVES FATAL KISS

Trapped, the walls are closing in

the lights go out, the darkness covers me

the buzzing in my head

the changing patterns in front of my eyes

lets me know that insanity is claiming me

everywhere i go

death diguised as love greets my sight

holding hands

sweet whispered words of nothing,

loves fatal kiss of giving up and letting go

screaming as the room gets smaller

no way out but to accept my fate

fighting for release that never comes

getting weaker as i resign myself to fatal lust

my songs

Hey. I showed some of my songs to a few people and they all said i should post them as a journal. I don't mind people commenting on them but i spent a long time working on them so please don't steal them or upload them as your own, thank you.

BLACKEST DEATH

The darkness, bleak, surrounds me

death calling my name

silent whispers through the fog that surrounds my heart

can't you see I'm hurting

can't you see my soul is drowning in this sea of emptiness

standing on the edge of the world ready to fall,

nothing here to stop me from ending it this way

Your kiss brings light that battles with the angel of death,

determined to drag me down

the temptation of darkness calls to me

can you save me before it's too late

can't you see I'm hurting

can't you see my soul is drowning in this sea of emptiness

standing on the edge of the world ready to fall,

nothing here to stop me from ending it this way

broken promises, shattered world

my life lay in ruins around my feet.

memories of the past don't mean anything anymore

am I at the end of all I can be?

can't you see I'm hurting

can't you see my soul is drowning in this sea of emptiness

standing on the edge of the world ready to fall,

nothing here to stop me from ending it this way

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BROKEN WORLD

The silent streets as fallen angels turn to stone

struggling for one last breath in this tainted world of sin and shame

the poison of a million twisted minds falls from the sky like rain

and we drown

falling into pain, no way out and i'm going down

no one to save me now, it's too late

broken dreams and failed gods

crying their tears of a better world that's lost

no hope to save us now,

edens been forgotten

falling into pain, no way out and i'm going down

no one to save me now, it's too late

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CONFLICT

This heavyness is resting on my heart,

breaking it with the weight of eternal torture.

so many thoughts in my over- crowded brain

these conflicting emotions are driving me insane

the darkness inside me as I lay down to rest,

envelops me in shame

the voices in my head are screaming with my pain

I don't know what else to do, so I scream too

it's always dark in my mind,

cold and black and fading fast

this conflict in my heart is killing me

and I don't know if I care anymore

the pain you see now is worse than any you saw